pudge
30 January 2012 @ 03:25 pm
I am going to make playlists for the four seasons. I had originally made both a summer and a spring mix a few years ago. Both mixes are fun shit. Don't get me wrong. Classic mixes I love dearly but as I'm restocking my itunes I'm seeing all kinds of potential for greatness and I can't fight it. The original mixes were able to fit on cds but that will not be the case with these playlists. I'm actually kind of excited about this which is really good. I need things to focus on right now. My depression is getting really bad and I can barely drag myself out of bed. I'm struggling and I think working on these playlists will be good for me.

A side note: I need to redo my icons since I let my paid account lapse.
 
 
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pudge
06 May 2011 @ 02:46 pm
You guys. I have six Antonio related icons. Shaki is no longer engaged to/dating Antonio. While they have said in a press release statement that they consider this separation to be temporary, she is dating someone new. Enter Gerard Piqué. They are very adorable together. My love for Antonio is still pretty strong but I have to accept that Shaki has moved on in her romantic life. She is still friends with Antonio and he is still her business partner. So my question to you all is...do I keep a solo Antonio but remove the Shantonio icons and add some Shiqué ones as well as a solo Piqué ? Seems to me the best option. It feels weird having OTP Shantonio icons when they aren't together anymore. I mean, it's not a tv show pairing...I have no say whatsoever in who she dates. Oi. I am growing fond of Piqué but I really loved her with Antonio. Damn real life all to hell haha
 
 
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pudge
06 May 2011 @ 01:19 am
Wow.  
I haven't updated in a really long time. I'm sorry guys. This year has been awful. Losing my best friend to a car accident, a tragic freak accident where no one is at fault, has fucked me up completely.

I know our natural instinct is to want to not flaunt our happiness in front of the depressed, as if doing so would be an insult to them, but I am asking you guys to help me remember that good things do happen. I'm having a bit of a hard time keeping that in mind. So, please don't silence your happiness because of my sadness.

I'm trying to get back in the swing of things...so...here have Johnny Weir without any pants on :)



 
 
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